During private deliberations, three jurors reflected on the highly publicized triple‑murder trial of Lindsay Clancy, which ended in a mistrial last Friday; one juror disclosed that the sole holdout admitted having reasonable doubt.
Speaking with Sue O’Connell of NBC10 Boston, juror Kellie Farina recalled hearing the 911 call placed by Clancy’s ex‑husband, Patrick, on the night of the incident. “It’s a sound I’ll never forget,” she said. “When we replayed it in the jury room we were crying again, hearing the desperation and despair in his voice. It was unmistakably real, with no doubt.”
Jury foreperson Roni Carlson explained that the jurors were not questioning whether she killed the children — she did, and she acknowledges it. Their focus was on whether she understood right from wrong at the time. “All evidence showed she loved her children — her journals, her mother‑in‑law’s testimony, everything — so she must have snapped.”
Prosecutors argued that, although Clancy was deeply troubled, she knew her actions were wrong when she strangled her three children using exercise bands, and they urged the jury to convict her of three counts of first‑degree murder.
The defense maintained that Clancy acted after a postpartum psychotic break, claiming she heard a commanding male voice urging her to kill the children with exercise bands, then attempted to slit her own throat and wrists before jumping from a second‑story window. The fall left her paralyzed from the waist down.
Kevin Reddington, Clancy’s defense attorney, argued that she should be found not criminally responsible due to untreated mental illness, a outcome that would likely have led to her indefinite commitment to a forensic psychiatric facility.
O’Connell noted that deliberations grew tense, with moments of name‑calling, but also included expressions of support, encouragement, and self‑care. She added that three jurors were convinced to find Clancy not guilty by reason of insanity, while one juror remained steadfast.
Juror Paula Devlin described the lone holdout as “very arrogant,” adding that although he acknowledged reasonable doubt, he refused to accept a verdict.
The foreperson recalled, “He admitted reasonable doubt, and I began filling out the forms, feeling excited. I signed each form, and then he said, ‘But I still won’t say she’s not guilty by reason of insanity.’”
After a week of deliberation, the jury informed the judge that they could not reach a unanimous verdict because of the holdout.

